Underneath this calm exterior there is a deep reservoir of emotion. I cannot describe the intensity of it anymore. Everyday that passes it becomes harder to contain. Pain, hate, envy, greed, and even happiness. They all reside but I will not let any show. The world does not want to see that. Especially happiness. For one cannot be more happy than another, that just wouldnt be fair. So I live in silence, hidden from any radar. Some day someone will see my invitation. Though often over looked or dissregarded, it is honest and true. Striped of all the glamour, it is untainted. When you are ready, you will know where to find me.